I cried so much last night. I just want to be happy, like damn why is happiness so hard to come by? I am so tired of fighting, and so tired of pretending that I'm ok and that i can do this. I hate myself, and I know that I'm just a fucking burden to everyone. I honestly just want to be done, I want to curl up in a ball and die. I am so fucking tired, my soul is so old and so done. I'm cutting again, I cant its never going to get better.

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Comments (2)

  1. timholzbaur

    You are so positive there is no way out, and yet here you are, telling us so. IF you were at the end, you wouldn’t be telling anyone about it. Listen. I remember you. I tried to help you before, tried to be your friend. You turned away. A new love or something. Your life seemed to be going well. There is a way out of it. Talk to me. Private message me if you want. I’ve been where you are. You’re in a hole, too deep to climb out, but sometimes there is someone with a ladder. Don’t give up.

    November 05, 2016
  2. noahbody

    Listen to Tim. Talk to him. You are never alone with this. others have been where you are. Let him help you. Lean on him. It won’t stay bad forever.

    November 06, 2016