dream

my dad was beating me then turned into my ex he through me against a wall and then turned into my mom and she slit my throat WTF! i was so scarred! when i woke up my head was throbbing and my whole body was shaking. after two long weeks of not...

poems i wrote

i know now that i wont be missed not now not ever. this life had its up thens downs........but mostly downs. you know me i know you.you see the pain in my eyes & see me as i am,cant you look at her shes not me.i fall into darkness that is me...

cutters lullaby

go to sleep and close your eyes and dream of broken butterflies that tore thier wings against a thorn .you know the pain that they have borne.silver metal shine so bright.scarlet blood that feels so right.dream of that blood trickling down and wake up...

something

was it something i did to make you hate me? do you hate me for loving you? or fighting your battles 4 u? somethings bleed somethings like the way pain feels

gental

a gental kiss a sudden pain the torture of being torn apart a sigh that makes me dance with the song a hand in hand a solid stand an emotion ready to burst and i fall into your hands and the crush begins to grow and blossom ...

some hope

some hope for surviving? leaking scarlet blood drowning in shallow water weeping for you huunting to defend you wading through my haunted past missing faces dark lies swarm around me dragging me under raping me stalking me...

simple

it was simple all i had to do was not let my rentals see how hurt i really was you know it was like i could be happy no matter what she did to me

the begining

cold and wey and tired we traveled to the far away mountains. not long ago we were  in dry beds me my sister and our brother left on a long jurney we met alot of neat kittypets on the way ]. after we arived teller of pointed stones or stoneteller...

happy thoughts (for once)

i dont know why but today i feel really happy so happy like im going to cry i wonder if missy put somethin in my drink its weird for the first time i think no i know i can get over you.  really i mean this is the first time ive felt really happy...

my faveorite sayings

some people can sing some can dance i just happen to see the dead deep into that darkness long i stood there wondering fearing douobting dreaming dreams no mortal dared to dream before. the spirit life is one thing but seeing is another. ...

that thing there

that thing over there what is it whats it doing? thats my name thats the only thing i know now you hurt me and called me a thing or it why dont you love me like i love you dont youi want a thing like me no not even my real or foster...

hope?

ive never lost it not once thats a lie in a lie i have gone crazy mental now is there no hope for me

mirrior,mirrior

mirrior, mirrior on the floor who is that murderer down the hall what does he want? mirrior.mirrior is that me? hanging ffrom the cieling? is that my blood? dripping down the walls sinking into the carpet? mirrior,mirrior on the...

little rabbit

this is written on behalf of Missy Little Rabbit whats you name? Little Rabbit want to play with me? how about a game? Little Rabbit cant you see? Little Rabbit where'd you go? Little Rabbit there you are! Little Rabbit see that...

something unsaid

my fears of losing you missing your face and holding your hand do you feel the same for me? or do you want to see me burn in hell?? some thing unsaid is written on the walls carved into my arms as if they were paper. written in blood...

confused

i dont remember who i am dont know what happens next cant explain my fears to you im confused about life itself whats with me i am different not normal is that okay? to be different from all the rest? the sun shines brightly but...

simple

i thought it was simple thoght it was easy to hidde but yet you  found it where were you hidding? were you always there? is there a message untold? why cant i see you? i thought it would be simple it was at first but than it got...

some thing shared

we shared our love we shared our razors we shared our blood and our tears we shared our lies and secrets we shared alot and cant forget something shared is still with me we shared our smiles we shared our hope and i still love you i...

emo

we are who we are so dont fucking tell us any shit just mind your own damn biz kay we hate being called names you guys fucking suck just leave us emos alone life get one we have ours so just shut up get your own asshole!

something

something taken stolen shattered lost something sweet is now gone sour something private now reveled something gone wrong something proved not always fair how is it that you could see it sense it or even feel it? who would take it...

untold *poem*

a life not lived a family un for given a prophesy un chosen yet is willing a voice unheard a cry in the dark a movement unseen a hope that is shattered avoiding the gazez a silent wail for help and the truth still covered by lie and death a...

with him

with or with out no matter how far apart it only matters now he is always there in my heart  no need to pout but why you ask to seek him out how can you harm me by harming me no go away i dont love you anymore than you love me...

face book

i tried making a face book and it wouldnt fucking let me and now im pissed and in a bad fucking mood

life

isnt it clear as hell? it also suck but, life is pure its a great tore live it to the fullest  dont give up never stop fighting keep breathing \ stay strong stay  beautiful.   life?